I'm not good at articulating things, but I had an insane dream last night and it really bothered me for some reason. I want to know the answer to this dream, what it was? The dream began with jasper and I leaving a party in mar vista... it wasn't clear why I left, but it surely felt like I should. I kicked my way out of the house where i ended up levitating away. I wasn't high enough when the police caught me and were relaly really angry and said 'you're going down (basically) and you've crashed something but we're not going to tell you what it is' I ended up in this parallel universe. It was sort of cold and rainy... we were by a lake and there was a grassy gnoll with a house on it that I stayed in. the house was like courage the cowardly dog's. IN the dream it was in boston, but it looked and felt and also was more northern california.
my best friend josh lived in a separate part of the arena, we were from a worser part. The subways ended up breaking down and we were down by the lake. everybody in the town was in a panic and people's primordial nature came out. the first signs of my insanity were down by the river when they were yelling at me to come toward them and i couldn't. My bandmates were really angry and I was scared of them for some reason and stuff..... what happened was I ended up going back to the house. The room in which we lived appeared like my friend jasper's old room, when I went to sleep, they put me on this mattress and Mac, Max, Mikhail and Mason all did bad things to me when I was sleeping. "It's you who did it, not us" they said that. I hurt my friend badly or tried to I ran out and jumped into my neighbor's yard where my mom was driving her black car in circles I said "mom do you hate me?!" she said "no I love you, but i can't stand you" and tried to run me over (at that point it was too much to bear and I woke up)-kenny